h. 06: Just getting started
I opened the door slightly, just letting him know that he can come in. “J…?” I heard him asked as he pushes the door and let himself in.
Nakatitig lang kami sa isat isa at parehas kaming naghihintay kung sino unang magsasalita. He was just standing there with his right hand holding the door open while I was behind trying not to be seen from the corridor with my left hand resting at the handle from the inside. Tuwang tuwa naman sya when he saw me without any underpants.
I was about to say something to break the ice when all of a sudden, he grabbed and pulled me from my back with his left hand and straight away forcing his lips to mine. I kissed him back gently yet willingly at akala ko pa we are heading straight to the bed na so I was trying to close the door pero pinipigilan nya… he was pulling me even more so that I’m fully exposed to the hallyway.
Bumitaw ako sa kissing namin and gave him a death stare while mouthed the word “NO” sa gusto nyang mangyari. Most guys would probably back off after that… but not Dan. He kissed me pa lalo and opened the door even wider for any passerby to see. My hotel room was right in the middle of a long corridor naman pero kahit na, if somebody went by for sure kitang kita kami.
It’s been a while since the last time I kiss anyone. Halos nakalimutan ko na nga yung feeling ng may kahalikan and that was way before pa when Christian and I were still dating. I still remember how he kisses me so softly and gently, yung tipong dahan dahan at ramdam ko yung respect nya sa akin.
On the contrary, Dan is a very daring kisser. Parang there’s urgency the moment our lips met as his tongue aggressively pursued my own na kaagad. I wasn’t used to it pero for some reason I wasn’t complaining. I was breathing heavily habang nilalaplap nya ako… letting our tongue dance as we both kissed each other torridly. At that point, I just closed my eyes and gave myself in.
I was trapped in a daze and didn’t even notice I was half-naked while we were making out fully exposed to the hallway. I was so incredibly horny and Dan was turning me on so much… inangat ko yung right hand ko towards sa likod ng neck nya and then I grabbed his hair pulling his face into mine.
Seconds later, we heard people coming from the lift lobby heading towards our hallway. I reacted right away and pushed the door to close pero pinipigilan nya. I tried pulling away din but he’s not letting me go. It took all my strength to break our kiss and forced myself away from him. I managed to take cover behind the door just in time for passersby to go through. Dan retorted smugly, glancing with a sickening smile between me at sa mga tao na dumadaan sa hallway.
I tried pushing the door to close it again pero before I could even react, Dan pinned me up against the wall and held my jaw with his left hand, keeping my head still as he was all over my mouth na naman. I’m not gonna lie, the rough treatment ignited a fire under my legs and suddenly I became powerless.
His tongue went around my chin and then to my neck and ear… Fuck, wala na…. diliryo na ako. His left hand guided my legs to spread up a bit and then I felt his rough fingers crawling into my clit area just on top of my very soaked panties. All of this is happening while his right hand was keeping the door open, fully exposing our lewdness acts for everyone to see.
I was in heaven. My hips are moving along the rhythm of his fingers. Then he started to slip his hand inside my underwear sabay hawak ng buo sa pussy ko, leaving me groaning in shock habang napahawak ako sa kanya ng madiin. This is it…
I was holding my orgasm the entire time we were chatting earlier. when I felt his bare fingers touched my pussy, I just lost it… Game over na. His middle finger started rubbing my clit in small circles and it drove me crazy… I swear to God I was in pure lust and ecstasy. He broke our kiss at pinapanood nya lang yung nagdi-diliryong reaction ko. I tried pushing him away to no avail as I felt his middle finger sliding down to stroke my wet hole.
I was never a fan of inserting fingers sa pussy ko. Not even when I play myself. I remember the time Christian tried doing it and for sure it was also his first time touching a girl, he was so inexperienced that I ended up in ridiculous pain after at feeling ko nagsugat na sya sa loob. Since then I never allowed him to finger fuck me anymore kahit pa sa actual foreplay namin. I’m cool with getting off naman just by licking or rubbing across my clit.
It was already too late to stop Dan. In one swift motion, I felt my pussy stretched around his finger. Feeling ko every vaginal nerve-ending ko were being rubbed – like an itch na dapat kamutin. I felt a little pain pero not as painful as I had before with Christian. The next thing I know his finger is working in and out of my pussy and then I felt myself starting to contract, a forewarning of an inevitable climax.
I was getting close… really close. My face shows I’m in agony pero fuck sarap na sarap ako. Pabaling baling na ulo ko left and right. Suddenly I felt a change of movement ng hand nya and he’s gearing up to enter two of his fingers. “Teka… Teka, wait!…” was all I could muster as I felt both fingers stretched me more allowing his palm to press and rub over my swollen clit
My body started to betray me as wave after wave of pure sarap washed over me. I didn’t even care anymore if may dumaan or may makakita sa amin. I closed my eyes while lulot na lukot yung face ko trying to concentrate sa sarap na nararamdaman ko.
“Titigan mo ako!” Utos nya. “Wag ka pipikit. Titigan mo ako!!!”
I opened my eyes like he wanted me to. I looked at him with my mouth hung open and breathing heavily.
“Kaninong puke to J? Sagutin mo ako. Kaninong puke to….” Tanong nya tapos lalo nya binilisan pag finger nya sa akin.
“Sayo Dan…sayong sayo lang puke ko” I said and meant every word of it. It was his, kanyang kanya na talaga.
My eyes are in ecstasy for every inch and every powerful thrust ng fingers nya sa pussy ko. Dan finger fucked me as hard and as fast as he could, bringing me closer and closer to an epic orgasm that was approaching very soon. My eyes instantly shot wide and my mouth hung open as I began making pigil na pigil na high-pitched moans of utter ecstasy. Dan glanced over his shoulder to see if any passerby walking in but there’s none.
My body began to tingle all over then yung pussy ko parang may electricity surging through sa kada labas pasok ng fingers nya deep inside of me, filling and stretching me completely. My world began to spin and colors began flashing in my eyes as I felt a huge… a fucking enormous orgasm about to tear through me.
“Wag mo pigilin. Ilabas mo libog mo J. I own you tangina ka!” Bulong nya. I moaned as loud as I could until my body suddenly exploded. Wala na akong pakialam if may makarinig sa labas. I was back arching as I screamed for pleasure…
A few weeks prior was valentines day. I was out on a date with a guy who’s courting me for months. He arranged a romantic dinner, gave me flowers etc. He’s very sweet, gwapo and my friends loved him. Nothing happened as I denied his intention for us to be exclusive. Nothing against him but I was feeling excited about my future. Choosy ako eh and my confidence was at an all-time high. I have a feeling that the best is yet to come.
Now I’m at the mercy of a guy who I just met 2 days ago. A fucking stranger who physically can’t compete to the guys courting me back home. Add the fact that he’s friends with my ex-boyfriend to complicate things even more. Dan ended up the guy I was saving myself for. He’s literally holding my world at the palm of his hands and he wanted everyone to know that kaya he kept the door open for everyone to hear.
I forgot all about that. Naka-concentrate lang ako to those fingers sliding in and out of me and how wonderful it was making me feel. I exploded out of nowhere and came and came and came. I could not seem to catch my breath as my whole body shook right in front of him. Mayabang nya akong pinapanood habang nangingisay while yung pussy ko naka locked sa mga fingers nya.
My knees buckled down when he pulled his hand away. Nag collapse ako bigla sa floor as if those rugged fingers are the only thing that was keeping my whole body up. I laid my head down and closed my eyes… slowly catching my breath while trying let my little body recover.
Naka slouch pa rin ako along the entryway when Dan finally closed the door. I was staring at the floor when I felt something wet touched my forehead. I looked up and saw him bent down at hinahawi yung hair ko with his left middle and index finger… the same fingers he used to assault my pussy.
“Nagsisimula palang tayo…. Partida nasa pinto palang tayo nyan…” He said smugly and gently kissed my forehead, leaving me lifeless as he walked straight inside my room.
Ch.07 – Hotel Room Window
As my mind starts to bring me back to reality, I thought about what I had just done. Suddenly guilt rushed over me. Feeling ko I’m going crazy kasi half ng mind ko sarap na sarap sa nangyari and the other half was yelling at me for loving it.
I was still sitting on the floor facing the room. I lay my head next to the wall on my right while I close my eyes trying to concentrate and think of any reason to stop this from happening pero wala talaga. Wala na akong kawala. This is really happening and there’s no way out of it anymore.
“Alam mo ba katabi lang ng hotel mo yung condo nila Christian?..” I heard him asked. I opened my eyes gently and saw him looking outside of the window.
I know naman na malapit lang sa hotel ko yung unit nila Christian but I wasn’t aware na overlooking lang pala yung building nya from my room. Besides, I’ve been to their place naman na the other day when he invited me for dinner pero as if naman maoorient ko ang sarili ko sa mga confusing road, entrance, and all similar looking condo units nila.
“Hindi ko alam kung saan eksakto unit nila Christian dyan pero alam ko na block nila yan…” dagdag pa nya.
“Yah…alam ko.. malapit lang sila..” i said while my eyes were still groggy and struggling to speak.
Narinig ko nalang na pinupush nya yung curtains side by side para walang sagabal yung view ng window. Then umupo sya sa bed sabay kalikot ng phone nya.
I got up gingerly while trying to find my bearing and then I walked slowly towards the room. Mejo nandidiri ako sa wetness dripping along my legs and I was desperate to clean myself up pero all glass ang toilet ng room ko so there’s no other way to do that discreetly. Sya naman ang nasa bed so alangan naman na nandun din ako. I can’t go anywhere. There’s no place to hide. Wala akong mapuntahan.
I decided na sumilip nalang sa window and check out the view. I couldn’t help but wonder kung nasaan nga talaga exactly yung unit nila Christian. I was standing there next to the sofa bed staring outside this huge window, just wearing my top and my very soaked panties. Since naka dim naman yung lights, I know hindi naman ako nakikita from the outside.
As I was looking at the view, I felt like crying. However, at the same time, I didn’t. My mind was telling me to just go back to bed and magtago sa sheets or go outside, somewhere far away and cry, cry for being so stupid… cry for being end up in this fucked up situation… cry because matino naman akong babae. Sinasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko na I should, but I just couldn’t. My body is not reacting sa mga paliwanag ng utak ko.
All of a sudden, naramdaman ko nalang na nasa likod ko na pala si Dan. He put his left hand sa waist ko then the other hand hawak nya yung phone at may pinapakita sya.
It was their group chats ng mga tropa nya and most of them are cheering him on. Dan hasn’t written any replies to them since he shared a photo of us nung nasa gimikan (Clark Quay) palang kami kaya tuloy some of them are already assuming na semplang sya sa akin. Pinagtatawanan nila si Dan. Umaasa pa rin yung iba and kept asking for an update kung ano na ang nangyayari. Just guys being guys. But Christian’s replies are the one caught my attention the most;
“Malabo yan. Mataas Standards nya e. kilala ko syota nyan dati haha pero goodluck sayo….” hirit ni Christian.
He’s still denying the truth about our past relationship. Grabeh… I don’t really know what he’s trying to achieve by denying about me pero one thing is for sure, my fuckin insecurities are building up more and more. Shit sya, I am way more attractive than Nathalie. Him denying me as his ex-grildfriend was beyond me. Sya pa talaga may karapatang magdeny. We dated for almost 4 years and he was head over heels in-love sa akin…. and I’m pretty sure na he still cares for me kahit pa hanggang ngayon. What is wrong with him…
Dan was obviously enjoying my reaction and continues to stir the pot pa lalo “Ayaw nya aminin na magsyota kayo dati haha…. “ Ngumiti lang ako sa hirit nya pero obvious na asar na asar ako.
“Baka ayaw nya lang ng magkaroon ng awkwardness with Nat…,” I said trying to defend Christian and make myself feel better na din.
Nakaharap pa rin ako sa window while nasa likod ko naman sya. He threw his phone sa sofa bed and both hands nya hinawakan waist ko saka nya sinabing “Baka naman hindi ka nya minahal…”
My ego was hurt by that statement so i decided to put myself forward and let him know how one sided my relationship with Christian is. I told him how much he loved me and how he treated me like a princess when we were together. I boasted na pinaghintay ko sya ng almost 3 years before ako pumayag na makipag “chancing” and sex. I even shared that incident when he tried to slyly touch my boob and how I broke up with him afterward. He was patient and nirespeto nya ako inside and out. He supported my principles and my stand against pre-marital sex. I was going on and on… kept talking and talking and defending myself… until I felt Dan’s fingers slowly moving up just below the base of my boobs.
“Lagpas 3 years sya nag hinintay para mahawakan nya to?…” He asked while his hands remain in the same position pero his point finger was slowly circling around my nipple area.
That shut me up. I immediately felt electricity running in my body. Not because he’s playing around with my sensitive nipples, I mean of course it helps, but he acknowledge the fact na im allowing him to touch me kaagad and yet Christian waited for years before I allowed him to.
He continued circling around my nipple area and I can feel my nipples are getting hard and poking outside my sando top. Hes barely touching my nipples, paikot ikot lang yung fingers nya around it. I was still recovering from my first huge climax earlier pero here we go again, nalilibugan nanaman ako.
Without my control, I leaned back to his left shoulder and hinayaan ko lang sya sa ginagawa nya. He started kissing my neck and my right ear and suddenly he lifted my sando and exposing my bare boobs right in front of the window for anyone to see.
His fingers are still circling around my nipple and it’s driving me crazy. His right hand suddenly bumaba papunta again sa panty ko but this time instead of touching my pussy from the outside, he went straight away slipped his fingers inside my panties and worked on my clit. All of this were happening while he’s licking my ears and his left hand circling around my rock hard nipples. Wala na, I was lost on my own lust na agad. I was so out of it with pleasure that when Dan asked me a degrading question, nakadagdag pa sya lalo sa libog ko.
“3 years ka nya hinintay pero dalawang araw palang tayo magkakilala e nagpapaka pokpok ka na sa akin?” Bulong nya na may payabang na tono
He’s right. I have no excuse sa nangyayari sa akin. All my principles that I fought my whole life….. gone! Wala na. This is not what I envisioned na mangyayari sa pagpunta ko sa Singapore. I expected to be out and traveling, spending time with Christian palagi. I was open to any possibilities of maybe… just maybe there’s that spark again that eventually may lead us to get back together.
Since this is the first time na magkakasama ulit kami, there’s that familiarity and sense of comfort with each other na baka marealize namin na para kami sa isa’t isa. I have no expectations naman but I’m always a hopeless romantic. It doesn’t matter now kasi ibang guy ang kasama ko and to make matters worse… voluntarily nagpapaka pokpok ako sa kanya.
“Swerte ka lang sa timing mo…” Sagot ko sa kanya while still trying to make a point na on any given night, he wouldn’t have a chance to score a chick like me.
“Ganon? Well..Malibog ka lang talaga… Nasa loob yang kulo mo. Deep inside pakantot kang puta ka…” He said ng may angas while his mouth on my ear and he started inserting his fingers again sa pussy ko.
“Unang kita ko palang sayo libog na libog nako. Akala ko nga imposible dahil wala sa aura mo na malandi ka…” Tuloy tuloy sya pagsasalita nya ng bastos.
“Pero malibog ka pala talaga tangina… Walang nakakaalam na malibog ka… Kahit si Christian walang kamalay malay ngayon na kuhang kuha na kita tangina nya…” dagdag pa nya.
In an instant parang nararamdaman ko agad na malapit na ako. His filthy mouth added to this sick pleasure and all of a sudden I was consumed with libog. I know myself and I know na I’m not that kind of girl na sinasabi nya pero my body seems like having a mind on its own, contradicting what my actual mind was thinking at kusa na lang gumigiling yung hips ko sa mga fingers nya.
Nanginginig nanaman katawan ko and my mind is going crazy. I turned my head to my right and leaned over to kiss him and he did so this time tongue to tongue kami agad. My climax is building up again and again.
My hips moved, pinupush ko na yung sarili ko sa fingers nya, I did not want him to stop. I was getting there fast… real fast na parang nararmdaman ko yung pussy ko na nag cocontract at pati ass ko nag fle-flex. I moaned as I went over the top to a feeling like never before. I just came lang earlier at the mercy of his fingers, pero heto nanaman ako nearing my orgasm again. Only this time it is way more intense.
I was humping against his fingers as I moaned and closing in again for another climax… when all of a sudden, umilaw yung phone ni Dan na nasa sofa bed and Christian’s name appeared on the screen. He was calling Dan out of the blue. My heart jumped as I turned around and saw Dan giving me the same bewildered look on his face.
Ch. 08 – Second in a row
Napahinto rin si Dan sa ginagawa nya sa akin. Sumisilip kami sa bintana while both thinking the same thing; nakikita nga ba kami sa labas? Dan was torn between answering the call or not as he held his phone habang pasilip silip pa rin sya sa window.
I went straight to the bed nalang feeling frustrated. I was so close to my orgasm to the point na hindi na ako nagwo-worry kung nakikita ba talaga kami from the outside. Heck, I don’t even care if si Christian pa mismo ang nakakita sa amin…. I just wanted to cum. My body wanted to cum. How I wish that he called Dan after maybe a minute or two, Natapos na sana ako.
I wanted to keep my distance away from Dan if ever he decided to answer the call. So, I moved away from him and then humiga nalang ako sa bed ng naka-slouch with my upper body resting on maybe 2-3 pillows na magkakapatong. Si Dan naman nakatunganga lang sa labas ng bintana, unsure of what to do.
Despite the istorbo, nasa peak pa din ako ng libog ko. I needed to get my release so I closed my eyes and opened my legs ng konti trying to get off by rubbing on my clit. It felt great pero parang may kulang talaga. It wasn’t the same feeling compare to how Dan touched me earlier.
I heard a creek noise so I opened my eyes and there I saw Dan watching me from afar. He was sitting on a desk chair facing towards me na parang gusto nya lang ako panoorin habang pinapasarap ko ang sarili ko.
There’s a tiny sliver of awareness at the back of my mind that wanted to wake up from this kalokohan. My guilt was tearing at me, but this my reality now…. Ganito na ako. Pleasuring myself in front of a guy I barely even knew… the kind of guy na I usually ignore if makasalubong ko sa daan… The kind of guy na tatarayan ko agad kapag magpaparamdam pa lang na popormahan ako…. The kind of guy na mapapagkamalan ko lang na worker ng daddy ko. This was far enough below rock bottom for me.
Dan’s phone kept on ringing for a while and it’s evident that he has no intention to answer the call…why would he?… But after he sees me in bed giving him a show, he accepted the call and put it on a loudspeaker.
“Hello Dan, pre.. kasama mo pa si J?…” Tanong agad ni Christian. His voice sent shivers bigla sa buong katawan ko
I grew up living an honest life. I never lied, cut corners or be sneaky to anyone. I easily get bothered by little things and I don’t get over stuff pretty easily so I avoided living a complicated life. That night was probably the first time in a while that it felt like I was deceiving someone else and not bothered by my wrongdoing.
The thrill of doing something behind someone’s back started to tear me. Yung nginig ko sa katawan wasn’t because of feeling any guilt or regret. In fact, mas lalo pa akong nalilibugan knowing Christian has no clue of what’s really going on between me and Dan.
The way Christian asked the question seems like he’s assuming that Dan and I are still partying at Clark Quay. That may be the reason why he’s calling Dan to look for me. Dan was staring at me and gave me a sly grin like he wanted to tell Christian na “Yup nandito Ex mo…. nilalaro nya puke nya sa harap ko… “
Of course, he didn’t say that. He asked casually lang na “Bakit pre..?”
“Kanina pa kasi ako tumatawag sa kanya… hindi nya sinasagot. Balak ko sana sya daanan ngayon at ihatid yung pinapabili nya na SIM card…” Sagot ni Christian.
That was a lie. He made it all up at wala akong pinapabili sa kanya. In fact, I was using the same pocket wifi na pinahiram nya sa akin and I don’t really need a new sim card since I’m only visiting SG for a few days. I can tell he’s being overly suspicious and it was so obvious na he’s calling Dan to check on me.
Dan smugly looked at me and mouthed the word “Ano?” like he’s asking me permission to tell Christian the truth. I gave him a dangerous look and shook my head “No!” but Dan continued to tease by nodding na parang pinapapayag nya ako. He genuinely wanted to brag about me and for some strange reason, I was curious about how Christian going to react as well.
We continued our back and forth tinginan exchanges until we heard Christian’s voice once again asking “hello? Dan? Jan ka pa?”. Hearing his voice again added more libog sa katawan ko and starting to lose my moral sense. “Sorry talaga Christian…” was all I could think of as I glanced over to Dan and gave him a slight nod… before closing my eyes and focused on rubbing my pussy. I just surrendered whatever Dan wanted to say or do.
“Hindi na namin kasama pero hindi ko alam kung nakabalik na sa hotel nya…” I heard Dan spoke and a bit surprised by his reply.
Tuloy tuloy naman si Christian sa pagtatanong kay Dan. He’s asking kung what time ako umuwi or kung may mga kasama daw ba ako. He sounded too paranoid for a person who’s just ‘casually’ checking on someone.
“Parang na kwento nya na malapit lang sa inyo hotel nya, baka tanaw sa inyo pre, silipin mo nalang bintana nya kung nakauwi na…. diba, para din hindi ka na mag-alala” dagdag nya.
I was stunned. That came out of nowhere and feeling ko masyado na syang obvious. Ewan ko, siguro feeling ko lang. Maybe because nase-sense ko what he’s trying to do?
“Haha! Malabo pre sa dami ng bintana hindi ko alam kung nasaan unit nya hehe… pero try ko nalang tawagan ulit…” sagot ni Christian.
It seems like yung apartment unit nila is facing the hotel yet hindi nya alam kung saan ang room ko, so he doesn’t know exactly where to look. Besides, not all the hotel room units are facing their block and maybe yung room ko is facing the other side, opposite of their unit. There’s no way to tell.
But, let’s just say our dearest sex gods made it sure na kaharap nga talaga ng hotel room window ko yung exact windows naman ng apartment unit nila Christian. How crazy it would be if Christian really went to their window and try to spot where my hotel unit is? There’s quite a distance between my hotel to their building so mejo sure naman ako na hindi nya kami makikita.
But the idea of him looking at our direction puts my body raged with libog. Barring the distance or the viewing angle or the tinted window glazing, my mind was fixated to the idea of him finding out about my infidelity… well not exactly, but it sure felt like I was cheating behind his back.
Even if Christian knew where to look, I seriously doubt Christian would ever believe what he is seeing. Even if he uses those state-of-the-art x-ray binoculars we’ve seen on movies… I’m so sure na hinding hindi pa rin sya magdududa sa akin. He knew me very well at alam niya na hinding hindi ako papatol sa kagaya ni Dan.
That in denial perception alone puts me even more closer to my climax. “Shit… kung alam mo lang…” was the thought that kept running through my head habang tuloy pa rin ako sa pagpapasarap sa sarili ko.
“Sige pre…. pero pre ask ko lang…ok lang ba tayo?…Baka naman hindi pwede pormahan yung ‘kaibigan’ mo sabihin mo lang…” Tanong pa ni Dan and he’s obviously trying to bait him to answer that question habang nakikinig ako sa usapan nila.
“Ikaw bahala pre… pero wag ka masyado umasa syempre alam mo na… Pero kapag nakausap ko kakamustahin ko tungkol sayo hehe…” reply ni Christian. He sounded polite or maybe just pretending to say he’s fine with it… pero may discouraging hirit pa rin sya na hindi uubra si Dan sa akin.
“Sige pre salamat. Ako ng bahala. Ang hot lang kasi ng tropa mo pre. Pwedeng-pwede eh, chickas!…” Sagot ni Dan. He’s trying to screw his mind pa lalo.
“Hehe hindi pang ganun yun… conservative type yun pre… lalo ng hindi papatol sa may asawa yan pre hehe… pang seryosohan yan. Pero ikaw bahala, sige na pre tawagan ko na sya!” Sagot ni Christian na ramdam kong naiinis ng konti.
Hearing him say that mejo na conscious ako ng konti. It says a lot about those guys who actually really knew me. Kilala nila ako as some kind of goody two-shoes, prim and proper girl who could do no wrong. Well, I have lived my entire life protecting that image and all the pressure that comes along with it. I fought every temptation and abstain myself away from anything na ikakasira ko sa mga mata nila. For once, I wanted to be free and away from all of that. No more thinking or analyzing every outcome. Just let it all out…
Malas lang talaga. I could have break bad to a much more decent looking guy. A guy na at least somehow worthy and justifiable of my actions. I could have pick anyone sa mga fully deserving na suitors ko para at least kahit papano reasonable itong ginagawa kong kalokohan.
But I ended up with Dan. He’s a dick, rude and bastos. Again, I don’t wanna sound matapobre sana or write about him in a bad light, pero he’s really that physically underserving na kung sino man makaalam na we are both in the same hotel room, they might think I’m being raped, drugged or possibly forced against my will.
But I wasn’t. Not even close. Hindi ako pinilit o ginayuma. My very own libog chooses this guy to break me for some reason and I was about to find out why.
“Walang kaalam alam si mokong na malibog ka hehe…masyado ka nyang nirerespeto… “ Dan said after hanging up the phone.
Every time he’s referring to me na ‘malibog**’**, parang there’s sudden bolts of electricity rushing sa buong katawan ko like it’s a magic word to switch my horny ignition. Sure I heard of that word before, but it was the first time that somebody addressed them to me directly na ganun ako.
To my surprise, I wasn’t offended by those words anymore. I don’t know kung nasasanay lang ba ako sa pagiging direct nya sa akin… or maybe I was starting to accept that specific word defines who I really am… and that I was in denial all along na malibog pala talaga ako.
I bit my lip in response to what he just said, simply implying na parang pina totoo ko yung sinabi nya. As I kept on playing with my pussy, I realized that my fingers aren’t good enough anymore. It didn’t get me to that wonderful feeling that I desired soooo much right then. Fuck, I needed him….
I started teasing Dan even more. Inangat ko yung sando ko just above my upper chest fully exposing my boobs and rock hard nipples. My left hand reached over to my left boob and started to flinch and kurot my nipples while my right hand naman continued working on my clit. My mouth hangs open while staring at him with pure utter libog.
Dan was just sitting there at pinapanood nya lang ako until he couldn’t contain himself anymore, lumapit sya then climbed on top of me and went after my mouth. We started kissing torridly once again.
“Tangina sarap mo tingnan…” bulong nya sa akin.
He started licking my neck, ears and down to my shoulders. Basang basa ako sa laway nya. My climax was approaching na naman and it was an on and off build-up na parang kada hinto namin e naiipon ng naiipon.
His tongue found my chest and he started circling around my boobs without licking the nipple itself. It drove me nuts to the point na sobrang erect na ng nipples ko like they were begging to be sucked on. My face was in real agony na parang gusto ko isigaw na “Pucha! Stop teasing me, suck my nipples na!”.
I saw him smiling sabay hirit pa na “Tangina tatlong taon nya inalagaan tong suso mo…” sabay suck ng mahigpit sa tayong tayo na nipple ko.
My mind went blank. I can see his face looking at me while my nipple lost inside his mouth. Maiyak iyak ako sa sarap. My boobs aren’t big, just perfect lang sa figure ko. Sounds very silly pero I guarded this boobs like a freaking treasure for years. Mindful ako sa mga mamboboso, so I didn’t wear any revealing top back then and always held my necklines whenever I bent over. Christian was the only person who has seen my boobs and I made sure that he earned it. Ganun ako ka strict sa kanya.
But there I was completely helpless as Dan laps my breast like it was all meant for him. Nilalabas pa nya ng sobra yung tongue nya at pinapakita pa nya sa akin kung paano i-flick ng dila nya yung magkabilang nipple ko. Walan syang tinira as he licked every corner of my breast which kept my nipples sensitive sabay bigla nyang sisipsipin. I swear to God halos tumirik yung mga mata ko while nakasabunot ako sa hair nya. Nakatingin pa sya sa akin na parang sinasabi nya na…“yup sinuso ko tong precious mong suso…”.
Dan started to move his mouth down to my belly. To this day, I’ll never forget the aftermath sight of the ‘assault’ he just did to my chest. I can see my boobs standing so firmly and yet glowing from saliva. There’s no more trace na it was treasured for years. It was lapped, sucked and licked like what my boobs were really meant for.
Dan continued to lower down his kisses until his head reached between my legs. His face now inches away from my pussy and just between them is my very soaked underwear. He smiled at me and gave me what I thought was warning stare sabay dive ng face nya straight sa panty ko. My reflexes reacted immediately at naiipit ko bigla yung head nya ng legs ko pero hindi pa rin sya tumigil.
The more I closed my legs, the more na mas lalo nya dinidiin ang face nya… then he’s twisting his head pa lalo. Nagcco-contort yung hips ko as I felt myself racing to a climax as I had never experienced before… more heightened than I had earlier sa doorway.
He stopped once again as I felt him grabbing both sides of my underwear and started pulling it off. I’m almost naked na and what’s left with me is my sando lifted above my chest. He started kissing me back again, licking my face, neck, chest down to my tummy. Basang basa na ako ng laway nya.
As I watched him spread my legs wide, I couldn’t help but think na pucha talaga ang swerte swerte nya (3000x) and I wasn’t even sure if he’s aware of that. Maybe he doesn’t know me very well so this was a lot bigger deal for me than it was to him?
As he geared his face into my perpetuated pussy, naramdaman ko na parang there’s something vibrating underneath the blanket. I looked over and found out it was my phone. I saw Christian’s name on my screen at sya naman ang tumatawag sa akin. Well, he did mention to Dan earlier na tatawagan nya nga ako so I turned my phone screen facing Dan to show him who’s calling me sabay hagis ng phone sa side ko. I told Dan na bahala syang masiraan ng ulo.
“Sagutin mo. baka mamaya puntahan ka nyan mas lalo ka mabitin…” Dan said while ramdam ko yung init ng hininga nya sa pussy ko.
“Let him be…” Sabi ko na obviously wala na sa tamang pagiisip.
With that said, he gave my pussy a long slow lick using his whole tongue from the very bottom of my pussy all the way up till he reached the top of my clit… just like that I lost in total bliss nanaman. He did it again and again and every time he does it, it felt like I was reaching orgasm na nabibitin bitin.
He did those aggressive licks sa paligid ng pussy ko then he will do those long licks as he did earlier. Fuck, nanginginig na buong katawan ko. I spread my legs even wider and lifted my body up to witness it for myself. He grabbed my boobs and flicked both of my nipples while staring at me. Shit! My head leaned back and arched my body in pleasure. Pandora’s box was open and I was moaning like crazy.
I used to be very shy when making sounds during sex. Well… I mean there’s nothing to really screamed about when Christian and I were doing it. He ate me before at naenjoy ko naman, pero nahihiya pa rin ako na i-express fully yung sarili ko.
I use to think pornstars moan that loud because they were actresses and they were acting. Part of their job is to over-exaggerate the experience. But there I was, screaming for sarap and I wasn’t acting. Not even close. It was all me, my whole body reaching that height of libog and expressing that lust way beyond my vocal cords can control
Dan started aggressively eating my pussy. He’s using his whole mouth, nose and chin area para sisirin nya ako. I can see na basang basa na yung face nya pero wala na din syang pakialam na parang sanay na sanay na sya sa ginagawa nya. He knows where to focus his tongue and his pacing was screwing with my body and mind.
May time na I was about to calm down from a climax and kapag nafefeel ko na nagstart na sya to go away, another would start building to the point na parang ipon na ipon ang feeling ko. I couldn’t help myself anymore so I started grabbing Dan’s hair to gain control of his head pero tinanggal nya yung kamay ko sabay sabing “Wag mo ako hahawakan…tanggapin mo lang!…”
I did what he said and I lost total control of what he’s trying to do to me. He spread my legs even wider and his fingers started to circle around my clit then he savagely thrust three fingers past my pussy lips sabay sipsip sa clit ko.
Halos masiraan na ako ng ulo to the point na yung head ko nag twist twist na from side to side. Those three fingers stretching my pussy hurts like hell but pleasure overtook the discomfort. Yung thighs ko nanginginig. Then suddenly binuhat nya buong hips ko at nakasuspend buong katawan ko habang natayo luhod sya, sabay sisid ng madiin sa puke ko.
That’s it. I exploded. A wave after wave of electricity running inside my body. I was helplessly hung in there in a blissful climax. Yung body ko kusa nalang nangingisay. Hindi ko ine-expect na possible pala yung ganung sarap.
He then let go of my hips sabay bagsak ng katawan ko sa kama. My hips are still moving na parang may hinahabol habol. Abot tenga naman ang ngiti nya as he watched me cum for the second straight time. He’s feeling pretty proud of himself and rightfully so, he should be.
Christian kept on calling my phone pa rin. My whole body vibrates in rhythm with my phone after wave after wave of pleasure rocketing within me. As I lay there trying to recover from another earth-shattering orgasm, I saw Dan began taking off his clothes.
“Ano J, ready ka na?…” he asked with manyakis smile on his face.
Ch.09 – The Biggest Mistake
After ko mahimasmasan sa nangyari, my vision started to clear and then slowly bumabalik na yung senses ko. I opened my eyes and right there in front of me was Dan’s hideous shirtless body as he began to unbuckle his pants. Para akong biglang nag panic at natauhan as guilt came after me while I started to cover myself under the sheets. Flashbacks of those old tagalog movies came into my mind about some probinsyano guy getting ready to rape some nene girl na walang kalaban laban. Ganun ang nakikita ko kay Dan.
I started to pull myself away slowly while struggling to find words to say for him to back off. Parang kanina lang eh bigay na bigay na ako. It’s been mental torture of emotional ups and downs that whole evening.
He took his pants off and then natira na lang yung boxers nya with his “thing” poking out of it.
“Wait lang.. Dan…” was all I could come up with. I started telling him nicely na hanggang dito na lang sana kami. As mean or as unfair as it sounds, I have to do something to prevent this from actually happening. Habang matino na ulit ang isip ko at habang I still have control over my own body.
“Hindi kita pipilitin. Hindi ako namimilit…” sabi nya pero I can tell na he’s getting irritated na sa akin.
As I lay in bed and covered with sheets, I tried to reason out with him kahit papaano. Nagpapa-awa na nga ako sa kanya na kunwari nag dadalawang isip ako and hoping na maintindihan nya. That’s all I could think off to prevent this from happening. It’s not like na sa motel kami somewhere na I can leave and storm off if I wanted to. Unfortunately, na sa hotel room ko sya so there’s no place to go and no other way to escape. All I can do is to convince him or better yet find a way to force him to leave.
The truth is natatakot ako. Hindi sa sex or sa experience. Pero nag wo-worry ako para sa sarili ko. Dumarating ako sa stage na hindi ko na macontrol yung sarili ko when I reach that height of libog…. and frankly speaking it’s starting to freak me out. Ayokong dumating sa point na it’s going to be my normal state na and all the principles that I’ve stood for my entire life are wasted.
While I still can, all I have to do is put on a brave face and force him to leave…Why not? Despite what happened earlier, I still have my pride and self-ego. I’m not gullible and weak. I can’t relinquish control and let this guy run my well-being. Me spasming in orgasm cant be the last thing he remembers about me.
Besides, I already got what I wanted anyway… I know na he wanted me, so it’s my turn to show him who’s really in charge. Bibitinin ko talaga sya. He will forever regret coming up short of scoring a desirable chic like me. I’ll make sure that’s how he will remember me.
Humiga sya at tumabi sya sa akin sa left side ko. Iniiwasan ko sya so bumangon na ako pero nakaupo pa rin ako sa bed.
“I think you should go… I’m sorry talaga…” Sabi ko sa kanya while my hands are in my face pretending na I’m about to cry at sising sisi sa nangyari.
“Sige na kahit BJ na lang…” Dan insisted. “Kagabi ko pa iniisip yun habang tinitingnan ko mga pics mo sa FB” Dagdag nya.
I have never given a blowjob before. Never been interested and never got curious at all. Ilang beses na ako kinulit ni Christian about it pero ayoko talaga. The thought of giving someone a blowjob really grossed me out. For me and for what I stood for, it’s humiliating to women and will forever see it na as a way to feed a man’s ego. No matter how guys politely asked for it or maglambing o magpaawa… Once napapayag na nila yung girl… at the back of their head ang iniisip pa rin nila eh “yeah right, suck it bitch!” am I right?
This may be my only rule na no matter what I will never ever break. Sa totoo lang, fuck me nalang, eat me, whatever… Pero I’ll never ever service a guy with my mouth and lower myself as some kind of parausan lang.
When I was in high school I have a close friend and she was sort of dating this guy from another class. This guy wanted her to prove her love, so he asked her to give him a blowjob. Sick. She was so into him so she did it and It turns out, this guy was actually a jerk all along and then pinagkalat nya sa mga friends nya yung nangyari. People who heard what happened, judged her, looked down and labelled her a slut since then. As much as I feel for her, I was one of those peeps who find her really tanga. She did that to herself eh. Pumayag ka and you degrade yourself. Since then I promised myself na I’ll never ever end up like her.
Maybe I was just overreacting to the whole blowjob thing. Maybe giving head wasn’t nearly as bad as I imagined. At that time, I really had no idea. I’m not some kind of weirdo naman and I have friends who are like me, who feels the same way, so I’m not alone on this.
I told Dan about my stand on blowjobs. I told him my kaartehan . Sabi ko sa kanya na kahit na I’m in a life or death situation, I’ll still choose to die nalang than to give head. That’s how I feel strongly about it…
“Tingnan natin hehe…” hirit nya with a sarcastic laugh (mala Denver from Money Heist)
I felt insulted sa reaction nya like he’s not taking me seriously. I understand he’s being overconfident sa mga naaccomplish nya sa akin… pero paano…? pipilitin nya ako? Mae-enjoy nya ba yun?
“Kahit jakulin mo nalang ako J… Wag mo naman ako iwan sa ere!” Hirit pa nya while he’s motioning his left hand up and down in a jacking off gesture.
“Ughh” sabay irap sa kanya as I closed my eyes ng nakasimangot, concentrating… thinking for a way to make him go.
Pero, I realize na the only way to make him go is to do what he just asked…. Jack him off till he cums. I’d prefer not to do it pero parang I don’t really have any choice eh. I’m ready to end the night and forget that this whole thing never happened. Fully recovered na talaga ako sa nangyari kanina. I was back to my real self.
“Fine, sige..hanggang ganun lang ah. Once matapos ka, aalis ka na…” sabi ko sa kanya.
“Anong ganun? Sabihin mo ng maayos… tapos sige deal…l” insist nya.
I know what he’s trying to do. He’s trying to make me libog again by talking to him dirty. Not this time boy. Good luck sa kanya dahil this time around, my only motivation is to get him off. The sooner the better, so yeah…. I’ll do whatever it takes…
“Handjob kita till you cum and that’s it…” sabi ko.
“Hehe halika dito ka sa tabi ko” sabi nya.
Sinunod ko sya. Tumabi ako sa left side ng pagkakahiga nya at nasa shoulders nya nakapwesto yung ulo ko. Umakbay naman sya sa akin then kinuha nya yung right hand ko sabay pinatong nya sa boxers nya. I can feel his hardness as I closed my eyes even more dahil ayoko tingnan yung gagawin ko sa kanya. Old habits.
Ganito din ang style namin ni Christian before. Since takot kami na mabuntis ako, our so called “sexy time” always ended up with me giving him a handjob to get him off. Of course, I’ve seen his manhood before pero naiilang ako tumingin sa kanya or sa cock nya… So, I just kept my eyes closed lang palagi. Feeling naman nya eh napipilitan lang ako dahil parang diring diri ako sa ginagawa ko in which to some degree totoo naman… hindi naman talaga ako comfortable… pero I understand na it is something I was “required” to do, at least to be fair sa kanya and make him happy.
Suddenly, naramdaman ko na lang na nilipat ni Dan sa belly nya yung kamay ko and then I felt him sliding down his boxers with his left hand. My eyes are still shut sa nangyayari trying to get through this ordeal… A few seconds later, he took my hand again resting on his belly sabay pahawak ng sobrang tigas nyang cock.
My eyes shot open on its own sabay angat ng ulo ko para silipin yung hawak ng right hand ko. My jaw drops with inaudible “shocks” came from my mouth. In my hand was maybe a 6-7-inch fat cock and even to this date, he’s one of the biggest I’ve seen in person so far. It looks even bigger lalo na wala syang gaanong pubic hair and It wasn’t kadiri na kagaya ng ine-expect ng utak ko. Body and head are proportionally well. It was uber thick and meaty (I don’t know if that’s the right term to describe it).
It has been a while since the last time I was holding a real cock in my hand and that was before with Christian pa. I was trying to be non-chalant about it and telling myself na there’s no need to panic, na parehas lang to at nagawa ko na rin to dati… pero pucha stop being a hypocrite J. This is way more different. Christian’s 4-4.5″ cock can’t even compete with this monster.
“Shit..no way” escaped my lips out of nowhere…
“Haha bakit? Yummy ba?” Tanong nya.
I was speechless. I wanna go back to his shoulders and close my eyes again and get it done. Pero I just can’t… I can’t take my eyes off his cock. I shook my head in disbelief and mouthed the word “shit”. Napatingin ako sa kanya and then na-realized ko na he was watching pala my reaction the whole time… I buried my head to his shoulders agad out of embarrassment.
Tawa lang sya ng tawa and he continued teasing me pa. “Malaki ba?” tanong nya. Ewan ko kung bakit sumagot naman ako bigla ng “YES!” na parang excited..
Bumangon ulit ako ng konti para tingnan ko ulit yung hawak ko. Shit talaga! was the only words na nasa utak ko. I could barely hold it talaga sa taba. I started to push my hand up and down and yung mga mata ko hindi talaga nagbli-blink. Now I can see where his confidence was coming from. Despite of his looks, he’s really blessed down there. I’ve heard phrases like size doesn’t matter and performance does, but I just don’t know… I wanna know. Shit talaga…
“Mas malaki ba kesa kay Christian?” Tanong nya sa akin na nagmamayabang.
“Oo” maikling sagot ko as I continue to jacking off his cock.
“Anong oo, sabihin mo ng buo…” he insisIted as he started to kiss my neck and ears again. Yung right hand nya gumapang sa tagiliran ko all the way sa boobs ko.
All that confidence earlier about turning him down and sending him home etc… Gone! Just like that. What the hell happened to me? Bakit ganun na lang ako kadaling tamaan ng libog? Simpleng halik at hawak lang? Or is it dahil sa cock nya na hanggang ngayon e hindi ko ma let go.
“Mas malaki titi mo kesa kay Christian…” Sabi ko kanya. Yup I used the word “titi”. I’m saying those words now and it’s turning me on anyway so why not. Mas malaki naman talaga titi nya.
We started making out again while taas baba ang kamay ko sa titi nya. I began to massage my clit naman using my left hand na nasa-sandwich in between our bodies. I can feel myself getting wet again. Feeling ko talaga para akong may on and off switch somewhere sa katawan ko that somehow controls my libog and Dan was the only lucky bastard who found it.
Despite getting sucked again by my libog, I was still trying my very best to control the situation and somehow listen to the voice of reason pa rin. Sure pa rin ako na I can’t let him fuck me lalo na with this monster in my hand. My mind was literally calculating how it’s going to fit sa loob pussy ko. I’m just this tiny little girl and barely reaching 5 feet so there’s no way it can get through me. Hindi talaga posible. It would literally break me in half.
Besides bakit ko na iniisip na I’m gonna allow him to fuck me. Handjob lang ang deal. That’s it. I can’t let my curiosity slipped into my mind again. Dyan ako napapahamak eh…
“Sarap ng kamay mo J…Tangina…sarap sana na maramdaman ko ang sikip ng puke mo…” Hirit pa nya.
I’m not the one in the receiving end of this handjob pero parang ako pa yung mas malalim huminga kesa sa kanya. I swear na para akong na hi-hypnotized sa kada taas baba ng kamay ko sa titi nya to the point na I can feel the insides of my pussy contracting to each thrust nat feeling ko nasa loob ko yung titi nya kahit hindi naman. It doesn’t help pa na both of my hands are working in rhythm… with one hand jacking-off Dan’s huge cock while the other hand is playing with my pussy.
“May condom ka ba…?” biglang tanong ko sa kanya. fuck J, what are you doing!
“Wala e. Pero ayoko din ng may condom….gusto ko maramdaman yung puke mo ng walang sagabal…” sabi nya
Yun lang. That was the closure to any possibility of going all the way. All along akala ko meron sya. Anong iniisip nya? Papayag ako to get laid ng walang protection lalo na with a guy I just met 2 days ago? I can’t take that risk of getting pregnant. Ano ako tanga? Ano sya sineswerte?
“Hindi ka ba nacucurious kung ano feeling ng makantot ng titi ko?…ng mas malaki kesa sa naranasan mo kay Christian?” pambubuyo pa nya as he subtly trying to convince me.
“Not without a condom. Sorry.. better safe than sorry…let’s stick to the plan na lang” sabi ko while continuing to jack him off faster ng may halong gigil out of frustration. I was trying to settle my mind na hanggang dito na nga lang talaga kami. But, a part of me was feeling disappointed na parang we don’t have that option anymore. Ewan ko hindi ko maintindihan sarili ko.
“Hindi ko naman ipuputok sa loob” sabi nya while ramdam ko sa tenga ko na bumibilis na din hininga nya. “Ilang pasok lang naman tapos kahit ako na mag jakol sa titi ko para hindi ka na mapagod…panoorin mo nalang ako after…solve na ako dun” dagdag nya
This is somewhat similar to what Christian and I used to do before and it is our own little way of having “safe sex”. Christian will enter me for a few pumps and then kakalibitin ko na sya to stop and avoid any temptation to go any further. Never naman sya nagreklamo na he’s bitin kasi alam ko na takot din sya mabuntis nya ako. Then, I’ll end up giving him a handjob to get his release. So, hindi na bago sa akin yung offer ni Dan. Tempting sya pero wala lang talaga akong tiwala sa kanya.
“Nope. Dyan nagsisimula yan… wala akong tiwala sayo na ilang pumps lang yan…” sagot ko pero I know deep inside I’ll probably gonna say yes if only I trust him enough na hanggang ganun lang ang mangyayari.
“Ikaw pa mag control kung gusto mo para mas sigurado ka. Ikang sa ibabaw ko at ikaw ang mag dedecide kung gusto mo huminto at kung ayaw mo na…” Pang-uuto pa nya.
Tempting. Really tempting…It doesn’t help pa na hindi ko maalis yung fixation ng mga mata ko sa cock nya.
“Gusto ko lang maramdaman ang sikip ng puke mo, J…diba sabi mo mas malaki titi ko kesa kay Christian? He said and then I stopped stroking his cock and just held it tight around my fist…. Feeling off his hardness around my palm.
“Imaginine mo yang titi ko na hawak mo, baon na baon sa loob ng malandi mong puke” dagdag pa nya.
I lost it again. Kanina lang I was struggling to figure it out how this… this monster of a cock… paano sya magkakasya sa loob ng pussy ko. But curiosity took over me. curious kung ano ang feeling with his cock buried inside of me. Hindi lang basta pasok, as in deep inside sagad na sagad sa akin. Basang basa na naman ang pussy ko kakaisip. I’ve gone way too far na na din so why not try….. Besides, I’m the one controlling the whole situation so I can stop it naman if I wanted to.
“So…five… just five humps, in and out..that’s it…you’re gone…” sabi ko habang nanginginig yung boses ko sa kaba.
“Oo ba..” tumawa lang sya at umayos ng higa.
I made a lot of stupid mistakes that night but by far this one takes the cake. Looking back kahit ako nahihiya para sa sarili ko. I keep bragging about being smarter than any other girls and not falling for tricks of predator men yadda yadda yadda… As I geared myself on top of Dan, I couldn’t rationalized how kanina lang I was about to kick him out of my room pero ngayon ako pa tumututok ng titi nya sa pussy ko.
I held his cock with my right hand and gently guided along my pussy lips not knowing my life is about to awaken forever.
Disclaimer:
I understand that this story isn’t for everyone and quite frankly mejo hesitant na ako to continue but I owe it to some who stuck through with this story for 9 long-ass parts. I’ll always be very thankful to all those who showed concern but really, I never thought I was telling a traumatic experience na pala and to be honest, it wasn’t. I have zero regrets and quite happy that it happened. I haven’t really gotten to the worst part yet so consider yourself warned.
Ch.10 – My Rude Awakening
This is it.
As soon as naramdaman ko yung head ng titi nya sa labas ng pussy ko, I took my hand away from his cock and then I placed both of my hands sa body nya. I took a very long deep breath sabay gently lower myself down. I was already dripping wet pero hirap na hirap pa rin ako ibaba yung sarili ko. Sabi ko na imposible talaga eh. I just cliched my eyes tight expecting a lot of pain while ramdam na ramdam ko yung cock nya slowly filling me in.
My world seemed to freeze so did my movements. Once I felt like hindi na talaga kayang ibaba, I just stayed there hanging. Yung face ko parang nagdadasal ng mataimtim. “Don’t move…” sabi ko kay Dan. Fuck, punong puno ako.
“I cant..” sabi ko na parang hirap na hirap. “Jack off nalang kita…” I blurted out as I felt literally stretched.
“Relax..parang sinisikipan mo pa kasi lalo eh…” sabi nya.
Sinunod ko yung sinabi nya. I relaxed my muscles and slowly gathered myself up…. and yup it felt way better. Then, I sank myself down again inch by inch slowly pero pucha!… masakit pa din talaga. I had to raise up slightly before pushing myself down another inch, forcing my pussy to stretch around this huge cock na palalim ng palalim sa loob ng pussy ko.
Huminga ako ng malalim and then I pushed myself even more till I sank almost seven freakin inches ng titi nya baon na baon sa loob ng puke ko.
“Ohh fuck!…” Sigaw ko while breathing heavily and hornily habang feeling ko punong puno ako ng titi nya. Him fingering me all night really helped kasi hindi naman ako sexually active pero nagawa kong mapasok halos yung buong titi nya sa loob ko.
“Sabi ko na nga ba sasakyan mo etits ko pag nakita mo to eh hehe…” pag mamayabang nya pero parang dumaan lang sa tenga ko yung sinabi nya.
My mind is concentrating on the feeling of his cock buried inside of me and I just wanna stay still… till I needed to get off of him and finish him off para makauwi na sya. Pero traydor ang katawan ko… My body started to make some little movements, testing out angles by gently rotating my hips, until I can feel my whole body bouncing to his cock little by little. I knew that it would only take a minute or two before the discomfort would go away so tinuloy tuloy ko lang.
“Oh my God, tama na…tama na..” I blurted out as I realize na sumasarap na yung feeling ko. My body started to betray me as everytime naiisip ko na tama na and on the verge of stopping, dun naman nag start mag fade yung sakit.
“Alam ko gusto mo ng makantot, J. Wag mo ng labanan.” I heard him say ng patawa.
“Pero ayoko ng pilitan. So kung gusto mo na huminto, umalis ka na dyan sa titi ko para maka aalis na ako…” he said smugly while giving me a sick smile.
I rolled my eyes feeling at pinakita ko na na-offend ako sa kanya. Bakit kailangan pa mag-angas… Who does he think he is? Fuck off… edi wag diba!
I began to lift myself up pero bigla kong naramdaman in full length yung sobrang tigas na cock nya sliding out of my pussy. I felt a shudder going across my body sabay bagsak ulit ng katawan ko sa titi nya. On the other hand, Dan didn’t say anything pero you can tell from his smug grin na tuwang tuwa sya sa nakikita nya.
Why was pulling myself off his cock so hard?…Shit sabi ko na eh… Bakit ba ako pumayag? Anong bang nangyayari sa akin?… Get up! J!.
Relax J!….Huminga ako ng malalim, I tried at least a couple more times to lift myself off his cock. Pero shit ganun pa rin talaga. My body keeps on lowering myself down every time I tried getting up hanggang sa dumating na sa point na nasasanay na yung pussy ko sa size nya and my climax starts to build up once again.
“Fuck I cant…. I just cant…” sigaw ko out frustration sa sarili ko habang naka close yung eyes ko at naka impale ako sa cock nya.
“O bakit? Akala ko ba ayawan na? Tayo ka na..kaya mo yan…” pang aasar pa ni Dan.
Hiyang hiya ako sa sarili ko. Dan is screwing my mind and humiliating me even more. I needed all my pride and my ego angels to help me lift myself up pero wala sila. Pinabayaan na nila ako. Instead, my hips started to move but not to get up… to rock my hips back and forth sa titi nya.
My eyes were closed as my body went up and down gently… slowly… feeling every second of his cock inside me. My breathing deepened and I felt my orgasm once again building higher and higher habang yung pussy ko sinasakal yung malaki nyang titi. I tried imagining somebody else. Some imaginary dreamy guy, good looking, malakas ang dating, all those physical qualities of a guy women like me would typically go for.
All of that was shattered when my reality kicks after I felt Dan held my waist and he started pumping his own hips upward and thrusting his cock all the way inside me and started fucking me ng mabilis.
From a tranquil feeling na dahan dahan kong mag up and down sa kanya, gently feeling every inch of that experience… then in an instant, my eyes and mouth shot open as my face and my body is in full shock sa biglang nangyari. I gasped a high pitch “ohh” while he rapidly fuck me paitaas
I lost all my finesse and poise sa nangyari. I tried to pull away but I couldn’t. Hawak nya ng madiin yung waist ko at parang wala akong lakas para makawala at tinanggap ko lang lahat ng pagbanat nya sa puke ko. I moaned and moaned with pleasure and shock just rushing all over my body. I don’t know kung saan ako kakapit. I’m going crazy as I’ve never been fucked that way before.
After a while, he slowed down and eventually bumagsak ako sa harap nya while catching our breaths. I wasn’t really crying but I started tearing down out of frustration and feeling betrayed by Dan. But I was more upset pa sa sarili ko as my body starts to betray me even pa lalo.
Nakapasok pa din yung cock nya sa loob ko. He pressed my body papalapit sa kanya and right then he slowly began to fuck me once again. Chest to chest kami habang nakapatong ako sa kanya, tapos he grabbed my head side by side using both of his hands and forced me to looked at him. I was staring at him in disbelief when he caught my mouth open sabay laplap agad sa lips ko using his tongue, exploring my mouth, lips and chin.
Suddenly I felt his left-hand grip my hair and pulled my head away off his mouth sabay smack ng right-hand nya sa pwet ko.
“Tangina ka ang arte arte mo magpapakantot ka rin pala…” gigil na gigil nyang sinabi sa akin. Randam ko na nilabas nya yung inis nya sa akin na naipon buong gabi.
“Ano ka ngayon ha!?” Sabay pull pa ng hair ko while I’m losing my breath in ecstasy at nagco-concentrate sa labas pasok nyang titi sa puke ko.
“Sabi ko na titi at kantot lang katapat mo e tangina ka!…” dagdag pa nya. I can’t even concentrate sa mga panglalait nya sa akin. Tinatanggap ko lang lahat.
“Ikaw na kumantot sa titi ko at wala ng arte ah…” utos nya while hawak nya yung pisngi ko ng madiin.
Ramdam ko na para nyang nilabas lahat ng frustration nya sa akin dahil sa mga kaartehan at pambibitin ko sa kanya earlier that night. He’s not being gentle anymore.. well hindi naman talaga sya gentle… pero atleast earlier parang he’s holding himself pa pero ngayon parang wala na syang pasensya sa akin.
I never felt so helpless and embarrassed my entire life. But my submissive side is winning and my body started to loosen itself sa mga manipulations nya. He’s not moving anymore at nakapasok lang yung cock nya sa loob ng pussy ko so I started to rock my hips again despite na hiyang hiya ako dahil parang pina totoo ko lahat ang sinasabi nya.
“Akala ko ba ayaw mo na? Pero ikaw pa ngayon ang kumakantot sa titi ko…” Pangaasar pa nya.
Tinanggap ko na lang ang mga sinasabi nya. There’s no more ego left inside of me as my body continue to fuck itself sa malaking titi nya. What’s more interesting pa is that I wasn’t just thinking about my own libog and satisfaction. Instead, I was moving my body up and down and began thinking na gusto kong pasarapin ko yung pagkantot ko sa kanya.
I lift my body up away from his chest with our eyes still locked with each other. I took my sando off sabay hagis nito sa floor. I smiled at him in disbelief, realizing na it all started lang as a make pretend date lang to prank Christian. Now, we are no longer pretending. Nakuha na nya talaga ako.
“Masarap ba titi ko J?” Tanong nya as he watch me fully enjoying myself riding his cock.
“Oo” maikling sagot ko while trying to concentrate sa sarap na nararamdaman ko.
“Mas masarap kesa kay Christian…?” Tanong nya ng may halong yabang.
Christian’s name sent chills sa buong katawan ko. I wasn’t feeling guilty naman and why would I? He’s not my boyfriend anymore so I can do whatever I want. The only issue was doing it with someone na kakilala nya, someone in his circle and someone who whole heartedly annoys him the most. What would his reaction be if he found out na I’m right there fully naked on top of “that guy” at ako pa yung willingly na nagtataas baba sa titi nya.
Imagine the girl that he loved fully for almost 4 years and treated with utmost respect and never forced to do anything yet here she was gumigiling sa titi ng katropa nya. A part of me wanted him to see that. A part of me wanted all my suitors to see me now. The girl they adore and respect, papatol lang pala sa kagaya ni Dan.
“Yeah so much better…bigger..shit ka!…” reply ko sa tanong nya while riding his cock like my life depends on it.
I was so close on reaching another mind-blowing orgasm when suddenly my phone began to vibrate once again and of course who else would it be…. of course, it’s Christian. Kinuha ni Dan yung phone at pinipilit nya ako na sagutin ko na yung call.
***“Nope bahala sya “***I said while smiling and still taas baba ako sa cock nya.
“Baka mamaya sa pag-aalala nyan sayo, pumunta dito sa hotel yan at pa buksan pinto sa mga staff dito..” paalala ni Dan.
“I hope he will….so he can see what I’m doing right now…” sabay kindat ko sa kanya. I was joking of course but it sounded dirty inside my head. “Let’s not get distracted okay?..” sabi ko pa then I closed eyes while smiling and feeling his cock inside me…A few seconds later, I suddenly heard a familiar voice coming out from a phone speaker
“Hello? J? Saan ka?”
My eyes and mouth shot open out of shock and I swear my heart literally skipped a beat. Dan answered the freakin call and he put it on speaker. His right hand was holding the phone raising it close to me na parang he’s not giving me a choice but to talk to Christian habang nakabaon yung titi nya sa pussy ko.
I was shaking my head and mouthing the words “N-O” pero naka ngiti lang si Dan and he’s urging me to talk.
“Oi…” sagot ko ng maikli while making arte-arte faces.
“Kanina pa kita tinatawagan…saan ka pala?” he said.
“Nasa hotel na….nakatulog na ako….sorry…” sagot ko while giving death stares to Dan for answering the call.
“Ah sabi ko na e. Nagpost kasi si Dan sa chat namin ng picture nyo so akala ko magkasama kayo. Sure di na kayo magkasama?” Tanong nya.
Tawa ng tawa si Dan pero pinipigilan nya. I can’t help pero matawa na din. Then he started to move his hips and fucking me slowly while hawak nya yung waist ko while mouthing the words “Tangina mo, niyayari ko na sya dito”.
“Yup..nagkita lang kami dun kanina accidentally…” pag dadahilan ko while tinititigan ko ng masungit si dan and mouthing him to stop.
“Dun kami nagmeet ni Cel (a friend of mine) sa Clark Quay….then…. nagkita kami ni Dan…… kasama nya mga officemates nya…” I said while struggling to think of any alibi while there’s a huge cock filling me in, serving as a distraction.
“Aaah ok ok..” reply ni Christian. “Nagpost kasi tapos ang dating pa pinagyayabang nya na parang ka date ka nya” dagdag pa nya.
“Mag ingat ka dun kasi minsan nagyayabang yun at pa palabasin nya e kung ano ano na…feeling pogi e hehe…nakita mo naman itsura diba?” tuloy tuloy pa rin sya sa paninira kay Dan. Wala syang idea na too late na yung warning nya.
“Ayoko lang mabiktima ka nun na wala naman pero pa palabasin nya na e kung ano ano na…Lakas nga ng loob popormahan ka daw hahaha…” dagdag pa nya.
This is so Christian and he does this a lot. He lives his life in a straight arrow and he thinks every decision, his lifestyle and his outlook are superior to others. Don’t get me wrong, hindi sya mayabang ah and he doesn’t preach in front of other people. In fact, he’s has a lot of friends because he’s so easy to get along with and people around him appreciate his way of living.
The problem is Christian is using those relationships to alienate their thinking and to hate the person he personally dislikes. Since he’s likeable at mas madali sya paki samahan, mas kinakampihan sya and eventually kung ano yung tingin ni Christian dun sa tao na ayaw nya, ganun narin yung nagiging tingin ng mga kakampi nya sa tao na yun.
He usually get away with it because none of his friends tried to bail on him. Well, at least not all of them kasi Dan was aware na sinisiraan sya ni Christian. This caused some unspoken rift between them and yet magaling lang talaga makisama si Dan. He pretended to be clueless na lang to whatever he heard about Christian paninira about him.
Now Dan is hearing all of this directly from Christian’s mouth. Pa ngit-ngiti lang sya pero I can tell na naba-badtrip din sya.
“I think he’s okay naman…” sabi ko while smiling at Dan to defend him.
“Basta puro yabang lang alam nun pero wala naman naniniwala sa kanya…mukhang unggoy kasi haha…” panlalait pa nya.
Dan suddenly threw the phone sa side ng bed and then pushed me down sa bed. Sya naman ngayon ang umibabaw sa akin. He aimed his cock sa pussy ko and then he started fucking me faster ng may gigil. I can tell na he’s not taking what he heard lightly and tempted to say something pero instead, binuhos nya yung galit nya sa pagkantot nya sa akin.
Christian continued talking about Dan pero I couldn’t concentrate na sa mga sinasabi nya. The fact na I’m there talking to him while wala syang idea na kinakantot ako ni Dan nearly pushes me close to another orgasm. Christian can make fun of Dan or say whatever he wanted to say about him… mas lalo lang syang nagmumukhang tanga dahil wala syang idea na kuhang kuha na ako ni Dan.
I was nearing my orgasm once again but I was so concerned about getting caught so I couldn’t express myself fully. I immediately grabbed my phone and told Christian na I have to go to sleep na kahit yung boses ko at yung mga words ko e pahinto hinto at halatang halata na hinihingal. This time nakangiti na si Dan. You can tell sa mga ngiti nya na enjoy na enjoy syang pinaparinig ko kay Christian na hirap na hirap ako magsalita habang kinakantot nya ako.
“Anong ginagawa mo?” Narinig ko na sinabi ni Christian. Kinabahan ako na baka nakakahalata sya so tinatapik ko si Dan na huminto or bumagal pero ayaw nya. Instead, he hooked both my legs to each side ng arms nya and he began fucking me even more harder.
“Wala lang.. shit…pinupulikat lang yung calf ko…ahhhh shit…” that grunt while talking was real. I tried my very best not to make any unnecessary sound pero I lost it. I groaned uncontrollably out of pleasure… hoping for Christian to assume na those grunts were because I was squealing in discomfort.
“Ok ka lang, gusto mo pumunta ako jan?….” Sabi nya na alalang alala sa akin.
I looked at Dan and he had such a look of intensity in his face while mouthing the words “edi pumunta sya dito tàngina nya…”
I can’t believe the situation I am in and Dan wasn’t helping pa. In fact, sa inis nya I can sense na mas lalo pa nyang gustong mahuli to torture Christian and show him na ginagawa nya lang akong puta nya.
“No need… Don’t come noh…ok..lang… ako, masakit lang talaga…” I said while trying to speak ng maayos.
“Sure? Sige daan nalang ako bukas ng umaga..dalhan kita ng breakfast ha..” Palambing pa ni Christian. He’s indeed very thoughtful talaga pero in return anong ginagawa ko? Getting my pussy destroyed by the same person he just warned me about.
“Okay byeeee…..” I said and ended the call right after. No more holding myself back as I let out all the moans na naipon sa loob ng katawan ko while kausap ko si Christian. I sounded like a porno girl being ferociously fuck by a huge cock.
“Breakfast breakfast pa syang nalalaman e titi lang gusto mo!…” I heard Dan exclaimed in full anger then fucks me ng mabilis na mabilis. I was about to reach my climax when he stopped and grabbed me by my arm para tumayo.
“Humarap ka sa window, tumuwad ka sa upuan…” utos nya while pointing at the sofa bed.
I moved like a girl possessed with uncontrollable mind-bending libog as I slowly gather myself and bent my body while naka hawak ako sa sofa bed. I’m not tall nor long legged but gifted with a decent hip and ass. I kept my body fit with a balanced diet plus light exercise… and all that struggle for what? To have that perfect form while getting royally fucked in the most humiliating position ever?
“Yown! Taena!…” I heard him yell. Hinawi ko yung buhok ko and I glanced over him gave him a smile na parang may gustong sabihin.
“Oh bakit?” tanong nya.
“Wala lang…ang swerte mo lang nakakainis ka..” sabi ko while still smiling and shaking my head in disbelief.
“Bakit?.. Kasi walang kamalay malay yung mga manililigaw mo na nakatuwad ka ngayon at naghihintay ka makantot?…” Bastusang hirit nya as he positioned himself behind me.
“Puro sila pa-cute sayo pero hindi nila alam tumutuwad ka pala sa lalaki…” Dagdag pa nya as he placed both hands around my waist.
“Ilang linggo ka na nila niligawan? Buwan? Taon? Si Christian 3 taon at boyfriend mo pa sya…laki ng investment nila sayo ah…” sabi nya while tinututok na nya yung titi nya sa puke ko.
“Wala silang kamalay malay na gagawin lang kitang parausan ko” sabi nya sabay banat ng malalim sa pussy ko.
I know… my face said it all, I was shocked and embarrassed. He doesn’t need to further my humiliation kasi willing naman ako e. He got me already at wala na akong tinatanggihan. Pero parang bitter pa rin sya at sa akin nya nilalabas ang galit at inis nya kay Christian. He wanted more than just bragging rights for scoring a girl like me… he wanted to own me and turn me into his own slut.
“Taena.. sana kaharap lang natin unit nila Christian…. at makita ka nyang kinakantot ko” habol hininga nyang sinasabi while he rapidly fuck me from behind.
I couldn’t help but scan all the windows of every building na nakaharap sa window ko. Every car na dumadaan sa labas. Every pedestrian na naglalakad. Can they see me? I know my room lights are dim pero its night time eh. Any source of light can pretty much put anything on a spotlight.
At that time, I couldn’t care less anymore. All I know is it felt wonderful as Dan began to move in and out of me. Niyuko ko nalang ang ulo ko and just moaned with every insertion of his cock deep inside me.
But Dan doesn’t want that. He grabbed my hair and pulled my head back para talaga nakaharap ang mukha ko sa bintana. Hindi sya kuntento na baka may makakita sa amin. He wanted to make sure na if nakikita talaga kami, gusto nya na exposed na exposed yung mukha ko. He wanted everyone to see kung sino kinakantot nya.
I began to forget all about that. I began to picture his big cock sliding in and out of me. I moaned and moaned with pleasure just rushing sa buong katawan ko. I can feel na mas lalo pang tumitigas yung titi nya. The harder he got, the faster he began to fuck me; the harder he fucked me, the louder I moaned.
“Pakantot ka ba J? Ha!…Pakantot ka ba?… Sagutin mo ng maayos ah!” while pulling my hair like I’m some cheap whore.
His words brought me back to reality. I glanced at him while grunting. Kitang kita ko sa mukha nya yung confidence na kuhang kuha na nya ako. I didn’t answer him. I wanted to let his anger out of his system. I know na if I say what he wanted me to say, para ko rin pinatotoo yung pinapaamin nya sa akin.
Suddenly I felt a big slap right sa ass ko and he’s urging me to answer him. I didn’t answer him instead, I kept telling myself : “Stay Strong J… It’s just casual sex… normal lang to… I’m not a slut…”. He noticed na parang hindi na ako nagrerespond sa kanya so he started rapidly fucking me ng mabilis na mabilis until I was about to rush over the top and reach another mind-blowing orgasm… then suddenly huminto sya sabay push ng cock nya away from me. I heard myself saying “no no no not yet” and I felt like crying.
“Uulitin ko…pakantot ka ba J?” Kalmado nyang pagkakasabi. It seems like he won’t continue till he hears me say what he wanted to hear.
I was trying to catch my breath, I did not want to say anything. I was so close to an orgasm a very strong, hard, body shivering orgasm. I could feel it building and building. Tinanong nya ulit ako, “Sagutin mo ako J, pakantot ka ba?” I could not hold back, sobrang sensitive ng ng pussy ko… I think I shouted it when I said “YES DAN… PAKANTOT AKOO..!”
Hindi pa nya ako tinantanan. “Ano? tama na? Stop na? Beg me tangina ka!”
I know na he’s just screwing with me and I don’t think he would stop naman talaga. Naiipit ako between this submissive part of me and my good moral sense. He wanted me to beg him to fuck me and there’s a part of me wanted to. Sobrang lutang na lutang na isip ko and all I wanted is for him to continue
“No please… kantutin mo ako Dan… dont stop please!” sigaw ko while weaving my hips back and forth like some desperate cheap whore.
“Tumingin ka sa akin..” Utos nya. Hinawi ko hair ko and I turned my head to looked at him. My eyes sprung open in fright as I saw him holding his phone and it looks like he’s filming me. I was about to push him away but then he began to fuck me again at na overcome na ng libog ko yung hesitation ko and soon enough I was moaning hard and forgot na I was being filmed.
It’s not like I don’t have the energy to push him away and fight him to get his phone and smash it into pieces. Kaya ko naman yun gawin later when all is back to normal. Right now I just don’t want him to stop fucking me and that’s all I care about.
“Pokpok ba kta ha? akin ka na J! slave na kita.. slave ko na yang pütanginang kalibugan mo!” he said while fucking me ng patalikod.
I turned my head to my right with my face full of libog. I saw his phone nakatutok sa akin. I bit my lip and told him “Ang sarap ng titi mo Dan, kantutin mo pa ako..you can fuck me forever I swear talaga…” I professed out of libog but meant every word of it.
He put his phone down and then tinuloy nya lang pagkantot sa akin. This time instead of grabbing my waist, he grabbed both of my arms around my siko then hinila nya ako para ma-paangat then he rapidly fuck me from behind ng mabilis. I felt the world beginning to spin as I turn my head left and right like I’m trying to say “NO” but more like a body reflex as I couldn’t take the assault that he’s giving me.
I can feel na para pa lalong lumalaki yung cock nya. He grabbed me again and hiniga nya ako sa bed. He went on top of me and we kissed for a while. Then he smiled smugly and pushed himself up on his arms he looked down at me na parang manyakis na nanalo sa lotto. He began to fuck me once again ng mabilis. He’s like a machine. I was now lost in lust as my orgasm promised to explode any time soon with such intensity feeling ko sasabog nalang ako.
I know na mali ang ginagawa namin. I just met him and I barely knew him. Bakit kasi ako lang madaldal sa kwentuhan namin. All I knew is that he’s married and “friends” with Christian. Yes, Christian, an ex-boyfriend who just warned me about Dan. Pero pucha, it’s way too late na. Dan has such a bigger and better cock, and it was already buried na sa loob ng pussy ko
I can feel myself glowing sa libog na nararamdaman ko, Tumingin ako sa kanya ng libog na libog, biting my bottom lip while fully naked and my legs are spread wide and wrapped sa mga paa nya. Then I pleaded to him na “Kantutin mo ako Dan… Fuck me good like Christian never did…”
Dan wasted no time in pounding me again into the bed. He’s gonna pull his hips back sabay baon ng matindi sa akin. He does that with pace, jackhammering his huge cock in and out of my pussy. Yung kama namin parang masisira sa lakas ng pagbayo nya sa akin.
“Oh my God! Oh my God!” I groaned loudly
My eyes never left Dan’s. I stared deep into his pangit na face as he continued to fuck me harder than I had ever had before. Yung fingers ko baon na baon na sa likod nya as he pounded me relentlessly. Yung face ko eh sobrang contorted na in ecstasy for every time na yung titi nya bumabaon sa loob ko. My mouth opened lustfully, moaning and groaning loudly, uncaring if maganda ba acoustic ng room dahil for sure rinig na rinig ako sa labas.
“Oh my God, shit ang sarap…..shit ang sarap!” I groaned, my eyes rolling into my head at napapakapit na ako dun sa recessed part ng headboard.
Dan watched me with pride as he watched me looking at him ng nakakalibog at nakakapit sa headboard, clawing at it because of the pleasure ng pagkantot nya sa akin. He watched my perky boobs bounce around violently. Dan fucked me with all his strength halatang halata sa intensity sa mukha nya and I keep begging for more naman.
I felt my orgasm ready ng sumabog at hindi na ako makahinga sa sobrang intense ng nararamdaman ko inside. I was almost there. My mind was going crazy as he’s about to give me the biggest explosive orgasm I had ever ever felt. My pussy was on fire as Dan was relentless sa pagkantot nya sa akin.
I had never known that sex could be this soooo good or so unbelievable. Ibang iba sa naranasan ko with Christian. Dan was fucking me deeper than Christian had ever gone, harder than Christian ever had, faster than him too and not to mention so much..much…much fucking better.
I can tell that Dan is also giving all his best and he’s using every bit ng lakas nya making sure I get the fucking of a lifetime and surely an experience I will never ever forget. He’s giving what a well-off, arte-arte, confident girl like me deserves, fucking me like I was nothing to him. At this point, if Dan asked me to do this again I had no doubts I would let him fuck me over and over again talaga.
“Oh my God…Daaan…!” I groaned so loudly I began to scream towards the end it felt so good.
“Sarap… shit… whaaat are you doing to meeee…” sigaw ko.
Suddenly, my world began to spin and began to see stars as my orgasm was about to erupt.
“Tangina ka, malapit na ako..puta..papaliguan kita ng tamod ko…” Sigaw nya pero at that point wala na akong pakialam.
“Oh my Goood…taaanginaaaa” I cursed for the very first time in my life as my orgasm began to erupt with earth-shaking violence.
Binitiwan ko na yung headboard, I tried grabbing anything I can reach, pillows… yung covers, …bed sheets… fuck, anything I could grab hold of as my body exploded in wave after wave of violent ecstasy.
“URGGGHHAAARRGGHHH!” sigaw ko as my body convulsed in wracks of pleasure.
Almost at the same time hinugot nya din yung titi nya sa pussy ko then lumuhod sya sa may belly area ko facing me. My eyes are still closed but I can vaguely see his right hand jacking off his big cock habang nakatingin sa akin. My mouth is open while catching my breath, nangingisay pa din after wave after wave of pleasure went through my body.
“Tangina mo ka!…hayup kaaa!!!…” I heard him scream.
Suddenly a long, thick rope of cum shot out. The first one splattered across my boobs, chest neck and cheek. Then lumapit pa sya malapit sa face ko then yung next tumalsik na sa hair and forehead ko. Another shot across my lips, while another shot across and into my left eye. Two more hit my hair again and another sa cheek ko ulit, covering my entire face in cum. Some of it pumasok pa sa bibig ko…
I can’t even open my eyes fully because there’s cum on it. Then I felt movement sa left side ko at naramdaman ko na lang there’s something pushing in between my lips. My mind was in alapaap at that time so my body was just reacting on its own. I unknowingly opened my lips and felt his cock entering my mouth from my left side until it pokes and stretches my right cheek. He took it out and slap his cock gently sa lips ko until pinasok nya ulit sa mouth ko then gently pushes in and out as it pokes again on my right cheek.
I was still in my orgasmic state without thinking na I was about to break my sucking cock rule. My mouth seems like having a mind on its own as I close my lips around sa titi nya sabay sipsip, tasting his cum in the process.
“Hindi ka pala sumusubo ah? Haha!” I heard him say.
In a snap, I went back to reality sabay iwas ng head ko away from his cock. Dan laughed as he can tell by my cum filled face na naiinis ako for letting his cock inside my mouth. A few minutes later, I heard some movements for what it seems like he’s getting dressed. I felt him tapping my left knee like he’s telling me na I did a good job for him and then he’s gone. He didn’t even talk or at least say goodbye. He left me just like that na parang he did what he came for and then out, see ya!
I never really cared about him leaving just like that. Na-appreciate ko pa nga na he left me in peace to avoid any awkward conversations after. I lay in bed with a lifeless naked body. My face and body dripping with cum and I can still taste him in my mouth. It wasn’t as kadiri as I thought it would be. In fact, I kinda liked it. Weird. My body was powerless and all fucked up. I wondered a lot of things that night;
I wondered what my friends and family would think about me, a girl that could do no wrong and yet I lay in my bed fully naked at puno ng tamod sa face. What if I show it to them by taking a selfie and post them to Facebook as my new profile photo?
I wondered kung ano ang magiging reaction ni Christian once he found out na the guy he just warned me about, the same guy he’s annoyed with, made me cum harder than he ever did… na ginawa nya lang pokpok yung babaeng minahal, inalagaan at nirespeto nya ng ilang taon.
I wondered kung ano ang iisipin ng mga suitors ko including those guys na binasted ko over the years… I can imagine them going nuts after letting some random guy destroyed my pussy and used my pretty face as some parausan nya ng tamod.
I just laid there trying to process all the things that happened the entire night. I realized that I was in the brink of a losing battle between morality and newfound sexual awakening. There’s a sense of relief after experiencing some guilt and shame knowing that I can still feel them… but I was bewildered by the fact that it all felt natural to me. Like I was really born for this… to be fucked and being used for pleasure lang.
For the very first time in my life, I was terrified of what my future holds as a part of me believes that this is all just a beginning of more things to come.
-The End-
